Feeling frustrated

We’re supposed to be trying for baby 2 but as soon as my fertile window has started (2 days ago) my 18 month old has been really unwell and been in bed with us. Last night she actually slept in her cot but my husband was too tired from being up all the previous night with her to have sex 😩

I was unsure whether I was actually ready but knowing we’re missing out is making me upset because actually yes I am ready and yes I do want to be pregnant again despite the backlash I know I’ll get from people. I swear I’m gonna have to jump my husband tonight 😂

Ugh. Just needed to rant.