Hello,

I am not reaching out for judgement or anything like that. I’m genuinely so lost. My heart is torn into different pieces and I can’t figure out what’s wrong. First of all, I love my spouse, but he has no ambition and we want different things out of life. I feel like we aren’t even living in the same book let alone on the same page. We’re very best friends, but sometimes I feel like that’s just not enough. I just don’t know if I should give my everything and make this marriage work and have kids and stay or if I should follow my impulses and leave and move to Oregon and get the job that I want. I’m very confused. I know this won’t make a lot of sense to you all, but I am struggling. Marriage is hard sometimes. Lately it’s been really really hard. And I’m not perfect. I’ve definitely messed up too, but my husband won’t budge and compromise on any of my dreams. I’m just tired of feeling like something is missing.