Think I’m out

Well I decided to overdo it and tried to BD every other day during my ovulation week. Since we really weren’t in the mood most nights and I’m afraid of using lubricants (don’t comment about Preseed because I know all about it) it was very painful BDing. His “instrument” got scarred up. I knew that last night was the most important night to BD because I knew I would feel ovulation today. I wanted his “stuff” in there BEFORE the egg dropped. Well he couldn’t last night. Too much scarring. I then woke up about 4am ovulating. I know that theoretically sperm can survive in the vagina and uterus for up to 5 days but that’s also not typically the case. It may survive for maybe 1-3 days so I’m hoping that since we did the do Thursday night that maybe a strong one was in there waiting this morning. And now begins the dreaded TWW although I’m pretty pessimistic.