Am I crazy!?

I am 37. I have a 3 year old son and a 7 month old daughter. I have always wanted 3-4 kids, but I told my husband that we would be done after our last child if she was a girl. (I was secretly hoping for a boy, so we could try again. 🤫 )

Now that she’s sleeping through the night, I really want to be pregnant again and have another baby. At least, emotionally I feel ready. I’m just not sure it’s the most rational thing to do. I’m considered “advanced maternal age” and financially it might be a bit of a struggle.

Any other moms out here struggling with the same thoughts or feelings??

Side note...my hubby thinks we should be done, but he is still open to considering one more.