Scared I can’t have another baby


I gave birth almost 10 months ago, and after I pushed her out I almost bled out... it was really scary because I had a homebirth and had to be rushed to the hospital, and my blood pressure dropped to 60/40, I was fading in and out and had to get multiple blood transfusions. Recovery took an extra long time, I’m still not 100 percent better health wise. I’m really scared to have a baby again, although my partner and I both want more. I experienced ptsd symptoms for awhile from almost dying. Does anyone have a similar experience and went on to have a healthy birth? Or have any advice/words of encouragement for me? 💛 Thank you.