I Miss Marijuana 😭😭😭

This is mostly just a rant post because of how much I’m struggling right now. Before I got pregnant, I smoked weed every day. I worked better, I did better in my classes, I slept better, I just overall felt better after smoking. However I’m 24 weeks pregnant now and DAMN I miss it. I quit as soon as I found out I was pregnant because it’s not legal here and CPS always gets involved πŸ™„ So now I’m just really going through it because I miss smoking so much. I thought I would just get over it but I’m far from over it lmao. I sleep like shit, getting through a shift at work is miserable, and my grades are slipping. A lot of it is probably just from being pregnant but I know most of it is because I haven’t smoked since I was 6 weeks along. Someone please help me because I’m really having trouble coping lmao.