I just want to be pregnant now

I miscarried in October I was nearly 12 weeks, I know it wasn’t that long ago but it is driving me insane it is all I think about I am 11 dpo and I have already done 6 pregnancy tests just starring at them hoping to see a second line. I just feel like I am going mad. Also everywhere I look everyone is pregnant and it just pulls on my heart. Sorry for the long winded post I just want to scream x