I'd give anything to not have it be this way

I'm 7 weeks as of today, and my app tells me my baby is the size of a blueberry. I haven't made my appointment yet.

I wrote my baby a letter in tears. My family would never let me live it down if I decided to go through with this pregnancy, regardless if my decision was to find my baby a new family to raise. I'm so sorry my baby, so so very sorry.