36 weeks pregnant with body dysmorphia

Having a body dysmorphia disorder and being 36 weeks pregnant is really starting to take a toll on me.. i can’t wait to start feeling somewhat like myself again and not want to cry every time i see my self with this huge belly.. i feel like my boyfriend isn’t even attracted to me anymore witch makes it 100 times worse and i don’t even feel comfortable talking to him about it because he’ll tell me to get over it. Even when everyone was telling me i was skinny before i got pregnant i thought of myself as huge and now i can’t mentally handle seeing myself this way.. I’m just venting because i have no one to talk to about this and i don’t know what to do about it anymore.. hopefully the baby will come sooner then later so i can start losing the weight ASAP again. I just want to feel pretty to someone again and wanted.