Gender disappointment

Emily • 7/15/19 😇 3/12/20 Emmett Scott born sleeping 💚 🌈 twins due 2/11/20

How do you cope with gender disappointment? I wanted a girl so bad. Have a girl name picked out and everything. I am literally devastated that it is a boy. I just keep crying and I’m not even a little excited. This is my second pregnancy and the first baby I will be bringing home. I know I should be happy but I just can’t get past this.