Mom guilt

Is it bad I enjoy when my husband is at work better than at little one isn’t even 2 weeks yet and he’s pretty good at messing up my routine or when I try to get some zzz’s, he’s trying to keep me awake doing something with him. But I wake up all night to breastfeed and everything else is mostly me too because he doesn’t have that natural instinct. He cries about her crying while he does diapers or clothes and I’m like... she’s my first baby too, you have to learn!! So I’m at the point when he’s at work things flow better 😭😭