Confused and don’t know what to do

Me and my child’s father hasn’t always seen eye to eye he barely made time me was mia with my first miscarriage and Mia when our second died recently when I was pregnant I tried to get him involved but he just left me alone so I did it alone after the death of our baby I told him we argued from Monday to today but today he wanna work on us and take things slow he actually admitted why we didn’t work out so I told him I will think about it I just said that so he can go along with the arrangements I made but now I’m thinking about working it out because I never stopped loving him