I think I'm done. This morning we did our 5th <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>, if this doesn't work I don't think my body can handle another round of letrozole and follistim. I want a child so badly but feel my body getting stressed with each cycle. May go back to timed intercourse for a while.

Background, my husband has a low count so my RE has been trying to give him multiple targets and aid in delivery to the egg. It is not expensive through my insurance but I am emotionally and physically drained.

I try not to let it show but I am very depressed. My husband has a problem and yet I'm the one being stuck with needles. My abdomin is so bruised and I feel like it never gets a chance to heal before the cycle starts all over again. This cycle my left ovary hurt like hell until I triggered. Thank goodness to whomever invented heating pads. We are at 35 cycles TTC.

How do you keep positive and keep from crying?