If it’s positive should I tell him???

I’m 2 months PP and might be pregnant. We never had sex he’s just came outside me on my vagina, I’ve been having really strong cramps I’m just hoping its my first period that’s going to show and not pregnancy related cramps. Going on the pill as soon as!!

I’ve still not recovered down there hence why we haven’t even had sex and I’m still anemic from the anount of blood I lost. I struggled bonding with my baby and still do, I can’t think about having another. He wants to try for one straight away and I’m the one like no I don’t want anymore, if I am pregnant I want an abortion. I’m only 21. And I know if he knew he’d never let me get one or he would leave me.