Whhhyyyy

Why is it I can’t remember symptoms from previous pregnancies?? Two living babes, and 1 miscarriage. I’m pregnant with our (hopefully) 3rd baby. I cannot for the life of me remember anything about the two successful pregnancies and ONLY remembering stuff from my miscarriage in March. I’m freaking myself out. I know I am. But during my miscarriage I’d wake up feeling a little nauseous but then it’d go away like 10 min later. This time I am having SOME other symptoms but for the life of me can’t remember anything from my two successful pregnancies. Like, when did my morning sickness actually kick in? Did I cramp like this? How long did I feel bad for? Is this going to end in miscarriage? I need to calm the 🤬 down but seriously cannot. I’m going to call my doctor tomorrow and see if he can give me an ultrasound to see if the pregnancy is at least viable. And yes I know 5:5 weeks is too early likely to see a heartbeat BUT with my miscarriage it was a blighted ovum soooo there was nothing but a gestational sac. So I’m hoping at my ultrasound we can at least see there’s going to be a pregnancy and I can calm down a little until my heartbeat ultrasound. I am going INSANE.

K thanks. I just needed to vent/ramble/talk. Prayers for my sanity would be appreciated 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️