38 weeks...

And no baby yet 🥺

I’ve been 2cm dilated and 70% effaced since about 34 weeks, so he’s been able to come any day but he’s not ready yet. That’s perfectly okay.

I wish he’d come soon, because I need him more then ever right now.

I’m tired of his “sperm donor” and his mom randomly popping up at my family’s house unannounced trying to harass me.

(There’s more history behind this, but let’s just put out there that he got physical with me at the beginning of my pregnancy so I’m trying my best to protect myself and my son from these people)

Anyways. Here’s a picture from 2 days ago when my family and I decorated our Christmas tree, we wanted to include Baby Josiah in it because we won’t know if he’ll be here for Christmas or not this year 😫 (that’s his exact due date) 👩‍👦💙