Morning sickness

Guys... I'm hating pregnancy right now... nothing seems to make me feel better. I'm on probiotics I'm drinking pregnancy tea, I'm eating ginger... I eat a cracker when I wake up. Nothing works... I'm that person that refuses to throw up... but idk if it would help. Everyone thinks I'm just blowing this out of proportion. But I'm not. Maybe if I threw up every time they would actually know... I work with family for a family operated business... and I'm the office gal that takes reservations. But seriously talking on the phone is sooo hard... I'm just at witts end with this... I'm at 8 weeks... so 3 weeks of morning sickness... I feel done...