I just want a positive

My best friend is my grandma she was diagnosed with cancer back in July they said it was to late to do anything about it . She is currently getting much weaker as the days go by. I’m also so very close with my all my family . I don’t wanna speak anything in to existence but I’ve been stressed out the past couple months and been going through it I would love to see those two bright lines that say I’m pregnant before she goes . My brother as wel keeps asking when will I have a little niece or nephew for him to spoil. I would love one I would do my all for my child since I wasn’t raised the best in foster care . My grandma pies thousands of dollars to get me and all my siblings out of the system . I would live to be able to surprise her . Please wish me all the baby dust !!!!