Aspiration Abortion Experience

Hello ladies, I got pregnant recently and decided to have an abortion at 9weeks 3 days. I am in Canada and had the “Aspiration Abortion” and they didn’t completely sedate me, they hooked me up to an IV and put a low dose of Fentanyl in, so it would be less painful and it helped keep me calm and less anxious.... they also numbed my cervix and honestly when doctor did that I didn’t even feel it. I walked into the clinic thinking it was going to be excruciating and traumatic but it was the exact opposite, I was there for 3 hours and the procedure only lasted 5 minutes, I was surprised how quick it was. They told me when it was over that I was no longer pregnant any more and I felt a big relief, I was sort of hesitant about my decision before I got the actual abortion but I don’t regret. It had to happen under certain circumstances, I was in a very toxic and emotionally abusive relationship and I only dated the person for 7 months, it wasn’t until the 4-5th month I noticed how obsessed my partner became with me, it was really unhealthy and I had to leave the relationship... I don’t think he was mentally stable enough to raise a child any time soon or if at all. I have two children with someone else already and just had my second last year and there was no way I was ready for another baby especially with someone else... I couldn’t fathom it..

I am glad I made this decision.