Okay so last night I got way too intoxicated and of course it led to me sending humiliating messages to people

I messaged my partner whom I have the most amazing relationship with that I love him. We’ve never said that before but I meant it. I’ve never been happier in a relationship and I know he feels the same

He said ‘We’ll talk about it tomorrow when your sober baby ❤️’

This morning I panicked that he’d be freaked out by me saying it and felt humiliated so I told him I can’t remember much from last night in hopes he wouldn’t bring it up because I’m scared for some reason.

It feels dishonest and I want him to know I meant it, but I’m scared of rejection. We’re long distance with plans to move in together within the next 24 months. I won’t see him for another 6 weeks.

What should I do?