In hospital

So ive been in hospital since 8:30 this morning because of bleeding I’ve been having and i am here over night, depending on if the bleeding stops or not I will be getting induced tomorrow. I have a 2 year old I haven’t seen properly for 2 days and I just feel like a shit mum. Me and my ex broke up like a month ago and you can tell he actually isn’t bothered about me. Or his 2 children. I’m so heartbroken rn because he isn’t even going to be here for the birth of our baby he said at one point he doesn’t even want to know when I come in (he only knows I’m here because of my mum) was. I had to get my 16 year old sister to watch my son so I could come to the hospital because he wouldn’t come out of work and my 12 year old sister came with me to the hospital. My auntie brought my bag and baby’s car seat and I asked her if she could take my sister back with her because she’s only 12 and doesn’t need to see all this that’s going on plus she was probably bored out of her mind. I’m probably just going on with myself but I hate this guy so much but I fucking love him!! He’s the father to my children(even though he doesn’t do anything) we might not be together but it’s family first.. I just want to go home to my baby, I am really not looking forward to being induced anymore (if I have to be). Ido what I can do!!