I feel like I need to vent and be real

Yes, I am extremely excited and so happy to soon be a mom. It’s what I’ve always wanted. But my God this first trimester has been the absolute worst time in my life. I have been deadly sick since week 4 and I’m week 9 now. It seems like everyone else is “fine” and “getting through it”. Well I’m freaking exhausted of feeling this way every second of every day for the passed 4-5 weeks. I haven’t had a break. I haven’t been to work in weeks. Heck, if I can make my nauseous nasty self to the shower for a quick minute then I feel like I’ve done something.

I know I’m complaining and I am so ready to be a mom but come on people... this trimester is hitting me so hard and I honestly don’t think I ever want to do this again after this pregnancy. I want more kids but I can’t imagine feeling this way again WITH a child.

Tell me I’m not alone.