Just terrified

I had a miscarriage last month at 5 weeks and it broke my heart. I’m now 5 weeks pregnant again and I’m absolutely terrified I’m going to have another loss. I have no bleeding and haven’t had any cramps lasting more than an hour or so but it’s always in the back of my mind. Whenever I go to the bathroom I’m expecting to see blood and I think it’s doing terrible things for my mental health. I am praying that starting week 6 I get morning sickness because at least that’s something I can hold onto to, to feel like things are progressing normally. I won’t have my first ultrasound until 8-10 weeks so there’s nothing I can do but wait and hope everything is okay. Anyone else feeling this way?