Just a vent

Can I vent ? I need to before I get around family today 🤦🏽‍♀️🙃 I’m being induced Saturday . I’ve been waiting on this day for so long, but now I just want him to stay in 😭 my baby daddy has done nothing but stressed me out this whole pregnancy . (We’re not together) To start, he wants me to leave the hospital and go home to his house and live there . NO . I live with my sister and nephews. We have a great home . I love my room . He has a bed clothes swing everything here, this is his home (I also have 2 dogs and a cat I can’t leave behind). Well I’m a selfish bitch because I won’t move in with this man. I will never let a man control my life again, and I’m not about to let my baby daddy get in my future husbands way 😜😜 I’ll be with my mom or sister til I get my own house . But then, he doesn’t understand flu, rsv, herpes . None of that . He’s acting like my son is a fucking trophy !!! He wants to take him to his job and see all 500 of his coworkers at a huge ass call center at 2 weeks old (NO!!!!) but I’m a even bigger selfish bitch for saying no . THEN YALL THIS THE ONE RIGHT HERE . He has family in miami . He wants me to get my 3 days PP and 3 day old son on a plane to go see his family in Miami so they can meet the baby . FUUUUUUCK NO . My son isn’t getting on no fuckin plane at 3 days old . And I’m not getting out the bed ? Like does he not understand my vagina will be falling out ??? Does he not want to understand the seriousness of the flu ? Or is he literally just stupid ???? I’m skipping my families holidays this year for my sons protection and he can’t even try to understand why I won’t get on a plane. And LASTLY . HE WANTS ME TO CHANGE MY SONS NAME ! It’s really annoying . Like the first thing I see this morning is a whole bunch of names he sent ? No bruh no . It took me 7 months to come up with his name . Every name I ran by everybody they didn’t like . Literally no name . So when I put my sons name together I said this is it . I don’t care about anybody’s opinions this is the name, they’re not gonna like anything I throw out so let me choose what I like . He started begging to change the name a week before delivery. I’ve got shit monogrammed, a gold bracelet with his name on it, all that . Like no I’m not changing shit why would you wait until a week before he’s due knowing it took me 7 months to come up with that name ? 🤬🤬 but it’s just the middle name he don’t like. Get this . My sons middle name will be Mehki. Dude has a cousin who’s name is McCoy. And apparently they’re the same names and it’s weird and ugly . Bitch fuck you my baby name not ugly 😡 how that’s the same name y’all . How . I can’t stand this man . I’m so anxious about how labor/delivery gonna go . I don’t even want to do this . I want to keep him inside of me . I will catch charges if I see lips coming towards my sons face . Nobody understands and I’m just selfish and a bitch that won’t compromise. I’m wrong because I told him I’m not taking my son around the world his family can come visit him at his home . I want to go tf off on him, and everybody . I want to have my son and be left alone .