Need advice - Adoption

I don’t know what to do and I know no one can tell me and it’s my decision but I really need some help or advice. We tried for this baby for 2 years and suffered a miscarriage in between that and now that we’re finally pregnant things have been happening back to back and it feels like we can never catch a break. We’re having financial problems and to put the icing on the cake our car is on it’s last leg and will be done soon and we can’t afford another one. I’ve prayed and longed for this baby it would crush my soul to have to give her up for adoption but I’m feeling like that’s what it’s coming to. I’m crying as I type this just at the thought of having to do that but I want her to have a good life. If we don’t have a car we can’t get to doctors appointments anymore, my husband will have to walk an hour to work, and when I give birth we won’t be able to get there or come home then what if there’s an emergency? I won’t be able to drive her to the hospital. We also don’t have family nearby to be able to help us the only way they could is if me and my husband separated and I went to live with my dad. I pray all the time but I feel like God can’t hear me or maybe I just don’t deserve the life I thought I did. I thought everything was going perfectly. We finally got our own place and he just bought this car from a friend but it has all kinds of problems that his “friend” lied about and we didn’t figure out until later on. It breaks my heart that things were falling into place and now everything will have to change. Would it be best to give her to a family that can give her the world even though we’ve tried so hard to conceive her and she’s wanted by us?😭 sorry for the long post and sorry if this isn’t the place for it I didn’t know where to post this also bless you if you’ve read this far🙏