Regret

Has anyone else regretted a planned pregnancy? My husband and I are 21 and 24 and we just got married in June. I had an unplanned pregnancy in August which ended in a miscarriage. My husband wanted to wait to have kids, but we were so sad after that and we decided to try to get pregnant again. Well I did immediately. I’m 16 weeks now. I have been so excited and loved being pregnant. But I’ve felt guilty that I know my husband wanted to wait and that we only decided to get pregnant again out of sadness and strong emotions.

I have anxiety and it suddenly started acting up this week. I feel like I absolutely regret this and I just wish it could be only my husband and me. I don’t want to be pregnant anymore. I don’t know what happened. I’ve always wanted a baby but suddenly I feel like I messed up our life.