Parent separation anxiety

Tomorrow, my son leaves to go to his dad’s side of the family. He’s 14 months, and doesn’t know who they are, but because of a court order, he has to go with them. I’ve been crying for the past four days because I’m so worried about him. He has separation and stranger anxiety, and cries non stop with strangers (that I know of course) if I turn my back for a second. I’m not ready for this😭, and I literally can’t stop crying.