First semester

Sooo sorry to spill the beans on everyone. But I’m so lost rn.

As a freshman I don’t want to date anyone because I know I don’t have the time for it. But I do want some action. Except I don’t want it to be meaningless.

However, I am not exactly good at the commitment type either. I have never gone on a date before and I can’t open up to people. Everytime a guy wants to take me out on a date I panic and ghost.

Then I end up txting them which makes me seem like a tease (which I don’t mean to be) but I can’t help it. I’m scared but I don’t want to be and idk how to fix that.