No insurance

I’ve already asked this question but yesterday was Christmas so may be no one saw. But I’m pregnant and high risk and can’t deliver normally. But I have no health insurance and no job. Please don’t judge. I don’t qualify for Medicaid because I haven’t found a job. What can I do? I feel like I’m being left to die and am so scared im considering abortion just to save my own life. I wish I had more resources but that’s why I’m coming here to ask what to do.