True disbelieve and I’m 12 weeks along...

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I have a hard time accepting pregnancy, I always feel the worst as in... I feel like I’ll lose the baby. I have had 3 scans for my miscarriage history and baby is super healthy! Rolling around in there heart beat 170s and perfect size.. but I can’t just can’t say, yup. Lets buy things! I’m excited! I’m gonna be a mommy of 2! I just need help and advice to get through this...