worst part of 2ww

We all can agree the 2ww really freaking sucks. I'm on month #13 ttc with one miscarriage/angel baby thanks to cycle 4 of letrozole. And I have learned to manage myself and my emotioms (most of the time) from cycle day 2 alllll the way until 10 dpo. Then I spend 3-5 days absolutely losing my shit. CanNOT function not knowing if "what was that twinge?" or "could that be implantation?" or "maybe it's finally my month!" while simultaneously peeing on every stick I can find.

Bfn's month after month and I STILL cannot calmly live my life from 10dpo to first day of my cycle.

Thanks for listening to this rant.

I need wine.

December 27, 2019 - CD 11 BFN