Moving vent

This is our last night in our apartment. We dealt with a crazy neighbor & decided we were done with apartment living. My MIL & FIL are allowing us to live with them for a few months while we save for a house. I have a 4 month old baby. I start work the 2nd. We are EBF and just knowing I'm gonna be away from him hurts me so so much. I know that itll be worth having our own house and space, rather than dealing with crazy neighbors and spending crazy amounts of money on rent. I wish we didn't have to move. I wish these next few months could go by super fast so we could have our own space again. My heart hurts. So many changes at once and it hurts me to know that my baby will feel the changes in a way. That's my vent for the day.