How to survive the time till 1st dr. Appointment?


I'm 5 weeks tomorrow if I calculataed it correctly and my first appointment isn't untill the 13th of january (which makes sense because you probably wouldn't see much anyways if it was earlier). It kills me not to know if averything is ok. I just want to see my little bean so the pregnancy can finally feel real. Obviously I'm excited but I also don't want to allow myself to get too excited becquse its so early. Does anybody feel the same way and has some tipps on how to survive this time?