Not the Christmas Miracle I prayed for 💔

Had our first vvvfl on Christmas day at 11DPO. Following that, I experienced all the 'normal symptoms'. Yesterday at 14DPO I missed my period, had very sudden waves of nausea and I was so sick for a few minutes. My boobs have doubled in size and been very tender, which is unusual for me. This morning at 15DPO I got a BFN on a Clearblue digital and an hour later.....blood. 💔 I don't know what to think or feel. Hoping for some encouragement and insight from ladies who have experienced the same.

I have felt cramping and pulling almost every day in this cycle and despite previous sonars and check ups, I'm really beginning to think I should seek a 2nd opinion.

TTC 8 months now...