I’m sad

I miss my boyfriend and wish he was here. No he isn’t dead just to clarify. I miss his hugs and kisses. I just miss him being here a lot. I’m trying so hard to find positivity and stay strong especially when the baby arrives.

He away on the road working ,and I just really miss him. I’m trying to find hobbies to ease my mind. I don’t really have friends to hang out with like I did in school. I just feel sad. Why did he have to go? I miss him so much. I know it’s to make money but my heart feels sad missing him.

I’ll find something to keep me busy while he’s gone. I thought about writing a book so I’ll do that when I get a journal tomorrow.