Idk..

im 18 i have a 8 month old her dad just left us 2 months ago and hasnt asked or done anything for her since. Ive gotten a job planning on getting a extra one to make more money.. my mom took care of my baby last night so i got wasted and started crying to everyone im so embarrassed.. it felt good letting everything out but so embarrassing now.. i dont ever wanna drink again and start crying. ive just been feeling depressed like i wanna kill myself like why did he just leave us like that.. no one understands me everyone just thinks i go out to be a hoe but i just go out because i feel happier being around someone and having fun... Idk maybe later things will get better for me, i hope...

also child support isnt a option bc he left to another country...