I’m crying...

I’ve been dreading to pump all day. My breasts hurt so bad. I’ve only pumped twice with my electric, barely with my manual. I know it’s only making it worse by not doing it.

I’m a month in and I want to be done. I feel horrible. It’s my best I’ve done with any of my babies. I was so proud for a bit and now I’m stressing over supply and schedule and now dreading pumping itself.

I have 2 other kids 3 and under as well as a newborn. My husband works swings and so I’m a single mom for a good part of the week.

I’m so torn, I don’t want to make a hasty decision but I don’t know if I can keep this up. 😭💔💔