For those of you moms

who gave a birth naturally without an epidural . I know this is a stupid question but how was the pain ? and did you scream like the way they do on tv ? I've seen videos on tv and see how they scream also on youtube and it scares me I mean I already have a kid but I got an epidural at 5cm because everytime I had a contraction I would push and the nurses would keep telling me to not push because I wasn't the complete centemiters opened and if I kept pushing like that that I would actually stop dialating (not sure if it's true or not) but they convinced me to get an epidural. Once my contractions got stronger and with me calling out for my husband who was asleep and wouldn't wake up 😒 I felt alone and with no support whatsoever so I gave in and got the epidural .  . Now with my 2 nd i'm thinking of going natural with no meds