I’m already super self conscious about being on top as it is so I think my insecurities take a toll on how well I can last being on top to begin with. There’s been times where I’m trying to be on him and bounce up and down but I get tired or ill accidentally bend him or something and bc of that always happening i avoid it altogether but then when I finally do let loose and just do what feels good TO ME his dick goes soft inside and I’m still riding bc it feels good to me but he won’t say anything he just lets me keep going and I can’t tell any different until I get off then see it’s limp and small again....I’m so devastated and when trying to talk to him about it he doesn’t deny it but he also isn’t an ass about it I feel like he’s trying to spare my feelings... I don’t no how to fix this.

Only time I can feel him hard for sure is when he’s on top and I feel so bad bc I can tell he’s tired of the same old thing and I’m not always in the mood to suck dick to get him back up bc my feelings are already hurt then the vibe is gone and I’m no longer in the mood.

Edit to respond but still remain anonymous:

We’ve tried spooning position but he’s not long enough to reach