This month i’m allowing myself to be angry.

My first round of Clomid, failed. Of course it failed. Over a year of being happy go lucky, being mrs hopeful, well right now i’m mad and i’m allowing myself to feel this way. I’m tired of seeing negatives, i’m tired of getting my hopes up, and pretending that everything is okay, i’m tired of looking on the bright side, right now I feel so completely defeated. All the pregnancy announcements over the holidays I’ve seen and I just hoped and prayed it would be me next, but it never is. I’m sorry for the negativity but i’m hurting so bad and I needed to rant