So I’m a stay at home mom, I’m 19 and my fiancé works 8 hours from home, so he’s only home once every 2 months. My son was born in October & I feel like I’m going crazy, I’m a first time mom and wasn’t ready whatsoever. I want to go out and do things so I can stay positive & not go crazy here at home alone with him but I don’t wanna take him out in public too much either. I’ve already had a stranger come up and touch him without my consent while wearing him on my chest... so I had a panic attack in the middle of Walmart. I just need some ideas on things to do to keep me sane & things I can do with my baby to help with his development & keep us busy.