Y’all I’m literally scared to take a pregnancy test. Honestly, yesterday I thought, oh I’ll just wait until tomorrow and my period will be here. But it’s 10pm and she still hasn’t showed. Don’t get me wrong I’d be so happy to be pregnant again but we aren’t trying. We have been pulling out since I decided I didn’t want to go back on birth control. And since my period came back after breastfeeding in October, she’s been exactly on time. Last month my husband and I were seriously considering trying again this month but decided against it. I prayed to God and just told him to take the decision away from us. If he wanted us to have another baby to just let it happen. Is this Him answering? Did I speak too soon? Any other march mamas already planning for baby #2. I’m going to get a test tomorrow. Just had to express my anxiety because I want to surprise hubby if I am so I can’t tell him.

Update.... took a test this morning but it was a big fat negative. But still no period. So I guess it’s possible I could still be pregnant 🧐🤷🏻‍♀️ I’m going to wait a few days and test again or maybe period will be here. The suspense is killing me! I wasn’t disappointed but I wasn’t relieved either. My emotions are all over the place. My first baby I got a positive the day before my missed period.