I only knew I was pregnant for a week but it still hurts so bad

I’m 16 years old, I clearly didn’t plan my baby.

When I found out I was pregnant I was so upset and stressed, then I told my mom and sister and they were SO supportive and even seemed a little excited so naturally—as well as strong maternal instincts I’ve always had—I was happy too. Even my boyfriend was supportive of my decision to keep my baby.

Me and my mom were making plans for my and my baby’s future. We were looking at colleges with family housing that I actually would qualify for, we even brought up names. (I know it was incredibly early, but my mom was happy that she was gonna have her first grandbaby, and she was ready to support both of us)

But then I started spotting and it got worse worse and worse so I got an ultrasound and I had miscarried.

This is just SO much to deal with and I don’t know how to cope.

I feel like I don’t deserve to be so upset as I only knew for a week, I wasn’t very far along at all, and it very obviously wasn’t planned.

This is just so hard, idk what to do