Okay so I’ve been through a lot this week. My grandmother was sent to the hospital due to not responding so she is now a vegetable in the hospital. Well last night my aunt decided to pull the plug even though I asked for 24 hours before she made the choice so I can make the trip to see her one last time. But I guess she didn’t care and did it anyways.

So now I’m laying in bed all day sobbing and literally heartbroken. Me and my grandmother were very close and would see each other everyday.

I’m scared being this sad and stressed. I haven’t been very emotional during my pregnancy. This is the first time I’ve sobbed and could barely catch my breath from it. But I try calming down and drinking water so I don’t stress out my son.

After going through another sobbing session, I decided to check on the baby by laying in bed, turning my flash light on and drinking some water. Sure enough, he started to push and kick like normal.

So should I just not worry about it and just continue to try to stay calm? I have no bleeding or cramping. Just really need advice. I want my baby to be okay while I’m going through this hard time. Thank you.