Scared of VBAC

I’m currently 36w baby will be coming any day now and I’m so scared about going into labor the dr basically let me know my uterus could bust and I could die yay(1.8% still scares me)(last c-section was an emergency baby is now 16 months) of course I had a choice to do C-section or labor on my own i picked labor on my own cause I really don’t want another csection, but with constant pelvic pain and pain in my vajayjay that feels like stretching if I move the wrong way it makes me think I should go ahead and do the c-section did anyone else have a VBAC and have story’s they can share of how it went.