I need help

OK so i can't figure out anything actually i had a break up after a 2 years relationship it was not that he dumped me actually i left him because he use to ignore me and even made jokes about me in front of my friends and jokes were mean so I clearly said him I can't continue and blocked him with anger after 1 month I thought that it's OK to be just friends and sent him and follow request after 2 days of talking he started telling me how we should make are relation public which we never made yes we hided are relationship so o reminded him of break up and he acted dum and now that I made it clear I feel sorry for him and I'm not able to move on