Helppp

Is it weird if I think I’m in love with two people?

Let me explain. I’m in love with my boyfriend completely but an old friend of mine I love with all my heart not I’m a romantic way I just love him and I alway will. My boyfriend tries to understand but it’s hard to even explain I don’t want to build a family with this person I don’t want to have sex or kiss and love on this person I just love him I want to say I love him in a platonic way and my boyfriend hates when I bring him up I talk about him because he feels like the guy is trying to between our relationship