I'm so upset 😒

Ty

So today I had my first appointment,but I didn't see baby. 😭 All they did was take my vitals,check my cervix/feel uterus and take urine and blood. When I asked the nurse "Am I not getting an ultrasound today? Because with my last pregnancy I got one at my first appointment." Her response was "It depends on the doctor". So now I have to wait all the way until the 28th until my viability scan, which makes me so anxious considering the fact my only other pregnancy ended in a miscarriage. And on top of that she didn't even give me a due date even though I already calculated it using my last period (August 15th), but she doesn't know that,lol. Ok rant over. But 1 thing that does give me a glimmer of hope is that I logged into my account and they have already logged my HCG levels at 8 weeks 4 days (what I am today) being at 162,653 as opposed to it being 18,309 at 9 weeks 1 day with the baby I lost.