Losing it.

I literally feel like I'm about to break. My daughter said really does not sleep anymore. Naps are not existing unless in the car. And bedtime is honestly a nightmare.

She's had the same bedtime routine since pretty much birth. But now that she can pull to stand it's the worst thing ever. The second I put her down in the crib whether she's unconscious or not she stands right up and can't get back down. So basically I have to go in there I put her back down she stands back up I put it back down she stand back up it goes back and forth back and forth.

So I finally gave in and just let her sleep in our bed. And now even that's not working she's up jumping hitting us. I'm at a complete loss. I sleep trained her when she was about six months and it worked like a charm. But that all went out the window when she started to stand. I want to leave her in her crib so bad but when she stands she just lets go and literally free falls straight back. I don't want her in there hitting her head all night.

I literally feel like I'm going to lose my mind. I snap and fight with my husband about it. I'm miserable because I get no sleep. I feel like I'm just a bitch lately and all I want to do is cry.

I seriously need some help because I don't know what to do.