Father of baby.

So we’ve been having a lot of problems and i lost our other baby in June 2019, and he called another girl and told her. i was up by myself in labor trying to pass the baby every morning at 5am for almost a week. i really lost myself and he still never stopped talking to other girls and i want to try to make it work because of our baby but i dont know how much more i can take. i’m beginning to become depressed again and i just want to be happy for the baby. i don’t want to do this alone, i love him so much but im starting to believe he doesn’t love me. :(